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Saturday, January 01, 2011

Paranoia

Am I being a paranoia? The moment you didn't reply my msg I was so desperate.. My heart was torn into thousand pieces..
Right after u call me.. I was happy as if I'm in heaven.. You were in shower? Really just shower.. Yeah, I'm being paranoid again..
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Monday, June 14, 2010

夕阳无限好,只是近黄昏

黄昏的美色让人惊叹。艳红的晚霞像一大块染布,自然的披挂在天空中。倦鸟归巢的景象、人们匆忙归家的景象~可也因为一瞬间灿烂令人感到无限唏嘘……“没关系,明天也可以看,还有明天嘛~”或许大家都会这样说。那么当人生黄昏了呢?这可没有机会重来了……

我的人生呢?可笑~
明明应该是烈日当空的中午,太阳却开始下山了~却不知,夜幕几时会完全的降临~

Monday, June 22, 2009

人群

陽ノ章
知道自己的事情后今天第一次上課,我現在還能夠上課……
沒人知道我的事情,大家都跟我嘻嘻哈哈聼著老師講課心情很愉快。很多東西我都會了,所以聼起課來很輕鬆……
這個學期我很認真地讀書,偶爾的休息……大部分的時間都在看書,時間安排得很好沒有時間閒空,都是照著時間表跑……兩、三個小時的休息時間我都拿來做作業或讀書,都很認真地做東西。時間很緊湊可是過得很快樂……

但願這份快樂能夠持續下去……

Sunday, June 21, 2009

天煞孤星 2

看罷~

都說了,自己不好運就算了……還要影響到別人,讓別人陪你一起死……
你作孽啊~

你死了算了,省得再有更多人被你拖累~


看了看電腦上的日曆,它又有問題了……
每次開機超過24小時,它都會停留在之前的日子。每每我都會很不耐煩地去把它便會當天的日期……
早上睡醒,瞥了一下日期~19/5/2009年~
多希望真的是星期五……我還是很開心的活著~

永遠都是19/5/2009就好了~

Sunday, May 31, 2009

天煞孤星

呵呵~
当我酒后乱说话也好~什么都好~
有时候,我相信我自己的运气不好……
也会将这个运气转移到他人身上,还其他人跟我一样运气差~
自己是这样,还到自己的前任也是这样~
现在就连自己的好朋友啊~同房阿~也都一样~
害到自己的家里人也一样~
是否,这得如自己所说~天煞孤星,根本就不适合人群?

跟我一起太靠近的人,你会不会也一样?
被我拖累呢?

自己感情路不顺遂、学业不顺遂、家庭也一样~
自己衰就好,无为拖累别人啦~明明人家一路来都好好的,自从认识你之后,没有一个安宁的……
Edmund, wilson, mmwater, sharon,chillie, duagi, yi zheng, mizu mizu~
一个个好朋友都好象被我的运气拖垮了~
或许,真的一个人过就比较好吧~
应该不会拖累别人吧?^.^

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i'm a jinx
well, who know?
maybe some ppl born right to be alone..
not deserve of love, accomppanied or anyone, anything~

maybe.. i'm the one.. self-pitiniess? well, maybe i am...
from the very beginning of my romance life, 2 girls, 3 guys...
they weren't having a good ending.. Was it a punishment from heaven? they received what they deserved of dumping me? or i just transfer my own bad luck to 'em? well, whether which is true, i myselff rather it would be the latter one...

maybe i'm low-esteem but.. you see..
my forth romance, it didn't success at all.. we or just maybe i ended up with broken hearted.. let him go for his own fortune? what he think is a better opporturnity.. which is with a guy who likes to ONS.. yes, present tense.. i didn't get it wrong.. that guy still likes to ONS, and he will never change.. and he just love him whoever that guy be~~
my fifth romance, with a guy too..
he had chosen a guy which he claimed the he was more tenderness, caring than me.. and what's happening now? they had been lost contact more than a week!?

maybe i don't deserve somebody else to love me, everyone who gets closed to me.. they just ended up with those unhappiness..
To be frank, i still love my forth guy, and i still like the fifth.. but, they are not longer mine..
and the forth guy vowed that.. even if he broken up with his current bf (the third party who likes to have ONS, a lot) he won't mend back to me, akso...

Lord, wish them happy and if i really deserve to be alone.. Please don't spare me a heart of loving ppl.. lord, i like a person now.. but he doesn't like me, at all..
if he is not mine, or we don't mean to be together.. My beg you don't let me think that i still stand a chance to get him to be mine.. and take anything you want to let me live peacefilly and happy,,
Amen...